Aii ♥de♥ Seanx

Di da di da...

2012-02-08T21:04:00.001+08:00

Time flies.. Di da di da.. Di di da da.. It's February now.. 5 more months to go... How much will u appreciate me? Every moment? Aii know.. It's just kidding.. Cause that's impossible.. But, Aii do.. Appreciate all the time.. Left no regret in my life..

Aii∙自己

2012-01-31T09:31:00.001+08:00

只不过很想写篇只关于想法很天马行空的自己。很久没有说说自己了。

老实说，我真的热爱摄影。你可以误会我38，虽然偶尔会介意。但是，当你很热衷于你所爱的，无论如何你都可以变得只活在自己的世界里。照片是已回不到的过去，记录着你我的点点滴滴，是我从来都舍不得放弃的坚持。

我有个给人看笑话的梦想- 我想触碰云朵。如果可以的话，就让我躺在云丛中吧！我想那会是件用言语表达不出来的感动及幸福！:D 但是，人类真的碰不到云的吗？那没关系，死了后这个梦想或许可以实现！呵呵:p

再来一个梦想，就是当个背包旅行客！阻止我发梦的太多人了，有时候或许我需要的只是一句肯定，而不是拼命地泼冷水。我懂，阻止我的是你们对于我的关怀。但，人生短短几十年，我很想活得痛快，活出自我！:)

看来，还是要先完成degree才能进行我的梦想曲！金钱，也是其中一个因素。给我那么一点点时间吧，有志者事竟成！现在我没有超级富贵命，但以后我会活得大红大紫！哈哈 xD

醒来吧，不要一直沉醉在白日梦中。努力生活，大大力给它干下去吧！我相信：人因梦想而伟大！ <3

就是·沉默了

2011-12-06T01:21:00.000+08:00

我又来了有几个星期没update blog了吧

心里脑里总是想着要写这个写那个

但是当面对电脑时时间总是不够用又或者灵感没了

其实这几天有点小emo

怎么了？自己也说不上来

“想太多” 是最好の解释也是掩饰

有时候觉得，说话也没有自由

或许早就该沉默一言一语都不发

那么自己跟自己在对话

就不会有额外のcomment

更不会拥有不必要の不愉快

一个人不开心好过两个人或更多人の不快乐

又或者是独自承受比较没有罪恶感吧

自己对自己说着说着话

才发现渐渐の已习惯着

少了个人听你倾述你那想要脱口而出の伤悲

习惯了就真の就好了吗？

用我那浓厚の损发遮住嘴巴不让伤悲偷溜出来

只有今天

2011-11-21T23:49:00.000+08:00

昨天已逝，明日未至。

我只有这一天 ☼今天☼

我要开心の过好这一天 ❤

即使有那么多么多の心事

只要想到今天或许就是最后一天

心境就会有微妙の转变

刚才跟两个傻蛋玩talkbox

还真の挺开心の超爆笑の

但是突然之间，有个人emo了 :(

他是怎么了啊？

他都说着我听不懂の东西

找又找不到他 TT_TT

总有一天会懂の……

但是，你の想法我还是不懂啊 :'(

好啦，其实有点担心

却也做不了什么 aiks

要快乐，知道吗？

等我去找你！ ☺

嘟下嘴 :3

顽皮吐舌头 :P

♥今天の我 ♥

还有这世界上最幸福の狗狗♥
*我驾车时都会把它放在怀里*

能不能回到最初

2011-11-20T00:18:00.000+08:00

突然，整个世界变得很空虚……

不懂少了什么，什么失去了……

很想很用力很用力の哭一场，可以吗？

哭完以后，再假装一切都很好……

原来不开心还要装无所谓，若无其事，心都快缺了一角……

老实说，很想回到最初の一切……

最初の时光……

能不能回到最初
最自然最燦爛の笑容

一个人背……

一个人扛……

一个人过……

不想习惯却得习惯……

怎么了，笑容掉了……

掉在哪儿了……

就暂时让自己脆弱……

卸下坚强の武装……

其实我没有你们想象中の坚强……

记住の，遗忘了；遗忘の，记住了……

开心の一天

2011-11-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

今天还真の开心 ❤

跟姐妹们逛逛街、吃吃饭、聊聊天 ☺

最令人幸福の是我竟然遇见了daddy, mummy & Ting ♥♥

Daddy 邀我一起dinner但可惜の是我跟妈妈有约了 >_<

要不然我真の很想跟他们聚聚餐 ;)

那刹那，我真の很想念他们……

他们很疼我 ♥♥♥♥ Bloody warm ♥♥♥♥ ^___^

谢谢你们疼爱我daddy, mummy & Ting :D ♥

今晚dinner在 G Hotel Grand Ballroom...

新娘很漂亮，很幸福……祝福新人！ ♥♥

Lovely balloon & me ❤

Sisters :)

Beloved Mama ❤

Pattern me xD

Happy Family ^__^

希望有朝一日我也可以当个世界上最快乐最幸福の新娘子 ♥♥♥♥

忘掉了の习惯

2011-11-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

一开始blogging是热爱sharing, 几乎每一天都会update. 渐渐の，一个星期写几篇……一个星期写一篇……几个星期一篇……到一个月update一次………… 为什么当初热爱の，会慢慢忘记了那习惯呢？我还是喜欢Blogging, 喜欢sharing, 但就是懒惰update了……

曾经某些人想知道我近况，都会游览我の部落格。
但是或许现在那些人都不会这么做了，因为时间冲淡了习惯。（Oops也或许我都没有更新了嘛 :P) 很多人都会忘了当初，那时候の心情了……被遗忘の，也是一种习惯吗？

曾经我有说不出口の心事，都会借由文字表达。
现在，真の很少了……因为原本属于自己空间の部落格，也会让某些人践踏，拿来大作文章……唉，人为什么要这样呢？你不喜欢就别看嘛，为什么要如此费力做这么多事呢？:(

也那么曾经想诚实の写出心底话，却因某些因素，有所保留。
就有那么一个我在乎の人，对我说：“原来你部落格写得这么开心，但是你却不是如此快乐の。我不想再看了，因为我以为你真の很开心，真心祝福你。” *我不想再看了*，这六个字の确伤了我の心 :( 不快乐の，写多了有用吗？自己不开心就好，也不要让别人担心嘛 T_T (如果现在你有看の话，我还是会感到很欣慰の……)

写着写着，我还是喜欢blogging. 以后，即使就那么几个字，我也来blog一下吧！这习惯，在我还没有完全失去忘记时，给它来sayang sayang吧！☺果然，写了点想说の话，心情会好些些 ❤

Blogger, 来个微笑 :)

不要这么懒惰了啦，Blogger Aii >_<

Goodbye Oct, Hello Nov! ❤

2011-11-01T01:06:00.000+08:00

Aiyooo people, it's been quite a long time that aii didnt update my bloggie~ Lazy? Busy? Moody? Yeahh Three of em made me disappeared in blogspot world... However, am BACKKKK peeps!! ♥♥♥☺

In fact aii was kinda busy with freelance jobs started in Sept & nonstop in Oct well gonna rest some time in Nov! If not aii guess euu guys will see my pic published in newspaper... HAHAHA *choooooiiiiiiiiii* Oh yea, aii was suffering in serious cough and their gang, flu + headache + fever for a month plus... Aii guess am now MUCH MORE BETTER!! :))) Thanks errr, who? God? Me? Medicine? Euu? hmmm... Thanks all is easier :P

Alright, short updates of myself should end here... Just have a tour of my monthly routine photos peeps! ♩♪♫♬ Are euu readddddyy?? XD

It's the time to hang out with my babe ji mui*s!! Actually aii was so sick that night & as what my babe Wiz complaint that aii was so ANNOYING cause aii coughed nonstop!! That night aii was vomiting all my LOKLOK due to serious idiot cough!! *sad!! :'(((*

Another day to shine my day with the companion of babe Vickie! ❤ We headed to Gurney to have our dinner at 小娘惹then off to Tesco Tj, Pinang to grab some daily use... Then aii was in love with the boxer again! Is the pyjamas look nice?? Hehe But so sad the spaghetti's strips are too looooonnnng :S

Woohoo!! She is my babe Vickie! ♥♡♥♡♥ We went to Raja Uda to taste the yummy yummy TomYam Mee after aii finished working~ We planned to pay Tong Pak Fu a visit after that but it's too late as Tong Pak Fu only open till 1am... Never mind, just visit some other time! ^___^

Oh yeah, he is also one of the reasons that makes me smile! My lovely nephew, jackjack!! ❤ They came to my work place yesterday & his hugs+kisses recharge my battery of the day! It's so awesome guys! & no doubt, aii bloody ❤ kids!!

The outfit of today! This photo captured after class & back from PBB. Finally aii got back a new bank book & changed my old ATM card to Visa card! So happy!! :DD

HAHAHA this picture is really sooooooo unmatched but aii just wanna wish my friends a very happpppy Halloween! *hiak hiak* Aii used Coode Camera to edit this pic... Haha Go install the app people, it's really fun! :))

PEEEEEEEPSSSS!! Aii got my FIRST & SUPERBBBBB LOVELY HELLO KITTY CASING!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOO in loveeeee with it!!! IMMA SOOOOOOO DEFIFUCKINGNITELY HAPPPPPY!!! MUUUUUAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! *can euu feel my happiness? XDD*

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤The front look~ ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤The backkkk!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

TCC, seeeeee this is my new background!! No moreeeee dullllllll i4 background!!! HEHEHEHE

My NEW LOCK SCREEN loooook!! Nice rightttt?? HAHAHA my mood is damnnnnn GOOOOOD with those HELLO KITTY thingyyyyy!!! ❤❤❤

不再像从前

2011-10-28T04:29:00.001+08:00

那时候你的努力争取
得到了你很想珍惜的
好不容易你拥有了
但是原来得来不易的
却又不是你最珍惜的
这一切
也只不过是
如此这般的
脆弱
那么的
不堪一击
然后就这么
毁了
结束了

Let's pray for me like how u guys pry for Japan...

都是因为我♥你

2011-09-18T01:25:00.000+08:00

你知道吗？
男女之间其实是相当脆弱の。
所以大家才会需要证明。
像是戴戒指、结婚之类の约定……还有生小孩。

谈恋爱后，就会寂寞。
不可能每个人都可以与喜欢の人两情相愿……
即使真の实现了，也会提心吊胆……
变得越来越脆弱。

即使如此，
我们仍然在心底深处追寻着爱人の影子……

很多时候，我们变得不再像自己。
心情都因“在乎你”而被左右了。
当自己の爱人心情不好时，
你の世界也不会有多晴朗。

现在拥有了你，并不代表这会是永远。
或许永恒就是当我老了，你依然还是我の伴。
多么希望在你失落时，自己可以做点什么。
可到最后才发现，原来什么都做不到，几无助。

有时候，
很多の任性但可爱要求，
只不过是因为想证明我们の爱。

爱情，一直都让人流眼泪。
开心也要，伤心也好。
我们始终都无法自拔。

至少让我们，慢慢一起变老♥

Floating Market, Hatyai.

2011-09-06T01:31:00.001+08:00

We just paid a visit to the very famous place in Hatyai- Floating Market on the 1st day evening. The sunlight was superbbbb strong and my skin was struggling! >_< Btw, the market is all about 20 Baht tasty food~ ❤,❤

Oh yeah, bloody ❤ this photo! :D

2jie & Ah Du~

Oh it's me! ;)

Welcome to Hatyai Floating Market! ❤

Mr Bang & meee

Ah Chang & Ah Ting~

Here am Aii going to show euu guys how crowded was the Floating Market that day! Realllllllly *people mountain people sea* XD

This was the view when we're going back. Still crowded & crowded!

At first we planned to have well known delicious seafood ( idk the place name :x) as dinner but ended up all of us were just toooooooo full after tasting 40% of the food there. It's just 40% man! We not yet finish trying 100% of it! Never mind, go again next time!! :D Hatyai, am coming soooooooon~ xD ❤

This is how they sell the food there :)

Bird eggs :DD

Hello Kitty*s ❤

It tasted like fish ball, not bad. :]

Aii just cant stop eating! XD

CHeck out my mouth in the right photo, the food was tooooo hot! >_<

It's bread roll with sausage, hmmm not that tasty...

The mince pork porridge very delicious!!! MUST TRY!

Another must try bubohcaca :D

Aii ❤ the ice cream! ^___^

Ignore my face please :p The chicken tasted good!

Thai style Laksa~

Oops look at my face, soooo Q ~.~

The tauke soh of Thai style Laksa :)

Mini sushiiiiiii~ So cute!

Handmade ice cream! :DD Euu can choose the flavour from Coke, Sprite, Strawberry, Orange etc...

Oh yeah, we'd really had lotsa fun there! ^___^ It's just part of our photos taken uploaded in my blog! Just check out more photos from my Facebook photo album yea peeps~ ❤

The box writen "You can take photo with us!" Of course, euu have to donate before/after this! :D

For the very first time visitor to drop an ink on the board :)

Get inked! XD

Street singer been disturbing by me :P

Coca-Cola ice cream & us! ;)

❤The young generation!❤

We ❤ Hatyai

2011-09-05T02:07:00.000+08:00

Photography is our passion ❤C: My Little Black-D3100 being transferred by one to one just snapped the memorable moments we shared together in Hatyai❤ As what aii've promised, here we go for the photos taken in the 1st day of the trip! :D

Sawaadekar Hatyai, Thailand! ❤

Our driver- Ah Du, another blogger. :D

Cute sis- Ting sawaadekar with Mr. McDonald :))

Yummy Peanut Butter Toast to feed our tummy while waiting for the hotel room.

Supergirl Aii & Model-height Chang ❤

Ohhh, raciest? No Smoking is alright, why No Durian? XD

This Pork Knuckle is bloody delicious! A Must-try-food located at the top floor of Central Mall.

Can euu see the fats? OMgoshhh, so tasty! *yum yum*

Haha these are the slippers aii mentioned in last blog post. They bought 2 pairs personally for themselves. xD

Hatyai street & me ❤

Pattern pattern while waiting for them in 'slippers war' :p

Very-the-cheap pineapple selling at roadside!

Walking to the mall ;)

Mad in love with Hello Kitty by Sanrio! The plastic bag is damn cute!! ❤.❤

The Hatyai day view. :]

To be continue for more upcoming photos... ♥♥♥

First day & First time 

2011-09-03T02:08:00.000+08:00

Sawaadekar people!  Today is the 1st day in Hatyai and also my very first time update blog by using phone! *Teehee :D* We reached Hatyai at Malaysia time 2pm and luckily we get to stay in Lee Garden Plaza by last minute booking. ;)

Well, we spent the most in food today and the second will be slippers! Hahaha
XD It just costs them RM6 per pair! *Worth ka Lao Sai :P* cause aii believe that it's hardly to get such cheaaaaaaap price in Malaysia! But aii didnt get anyone of the slippers cause it's not my style haha [aii don't like to wear slipper! ^___^

Tomorrow will be final shopping day and aii hope aii can get to buy all Those stuffs that in my shopping list! :)))) Oh ya and also those souvenirs! C: Plus one more thing, MUST get to enjoy the thai massage! :]

Aii found that they are alot of !!! In this post! Haha yea am excited cause it's really one of the shopping heavens! Okie, see ya people! It's time to hit the hack! Good night and sweet dreams 

P/s: am failed to upload photo by using phone! :(( will upload soon when online by pc! C:

❤ Me

2011-08-31T02:06:00.000+08:00

Is there any existence of "Forever"? Aii've been through some relationships which really painful and break me down. It makes no longer put a trust in "Forever". Euu will never understand the feelings until euu experience it. So, it's really very hard for me to trust a person. When euu trust a person, euu're giving people chances to hurt euu, urself.

Will euu always be with me?

Love urself & family are the best. Family (usually) is the one who never dump us no matter how many times we repeat the same mistakes or we do something wrong. Second, who is going to love euu if euu don't even love urself? Relationship is just complicated to me! It's all about 2 persons' stuffs or even involving 2 families. Aii cant settle it by my OWN. :((

Too bad, relationship is my weakest subject! ><

In conclusion, let it be. If he or she comes back to euu one day, he or she will be urs. Be happy, don't worry! ❤

Happy go lucky! HAHA

blu blu blu Bluek! :P

Hehehe *shy* rfrf :D

Byebye EMO! *oops, aii wish too!*

Loyal Fans :DD

2011-08-26T03:19:00.000+08:00

Just feel like gonna share my ❤ with ya'll tonight. ^_____^ Sanrio created Hello Kitty in the 1970s, aii fell in love with it in the 2007s. It's about 5 years long. The longest relationship of mine still cannot compete with the time of Hello Kitty ❤. *sob sob* Loyal fans of Hello Kitty craze will do anything to own any fashion or design piece decorated with this superb lovely character, so do aii!❤❤❤❤❤❤ Aii just cant control myself when aii step in Hello Kitty's shop! In another word, imma mad in love with Kittychan! :DDD Too bad, aii cant grab all of em home. :(((

Biggest Hello Kitty aii had! ❤

de other 2 "bed partners" of mine. xD

Woohoo! Hello Kitty beside my pink lappie~ ❤

Old water bottle(with TCC's H.K keychain :]) stays behind of the new water bottle~ Both have the similarity, they will *lao zui* together! TT^TT

See, the sad story begins! :(

A sad ending! TT^TT

OOPS the is the real SAD ENDING!! Aii knocked down the old water bottle carelessly! *deng deng* That's the result! Like what my mom said about me just now, "Multi-enggai-ness"! Read "enggai" in Hokkien ya. "p

Oh yea, imma happy back when on call with my baybeh, Miss Com.Creater- GYY :))

Amazing 1st Class

2011-08-25T04:22:00.000+08:00

Woohoo today was the 1st class of Feature Writing in college. Yesterday Aii was a bit nervous about the classmates matters just like which gang should aii mix with, whether aii will be isolated by the people not etc... Well, aii got the answer today. It's NO! Not at all!! Why? Cause imma the ONLY ONE in class today! LMFAO! XD

Aii wish that aii can score A for this paper! Determination needed! ❤ All the best Miss Com.Com :)))

Surprised? Amazing? Yeah kinda... HAHAHAHA What if there's only ME in the class after Merdeka & Raya holidays? @@ What about cancel the class? So that aii can go for full time job, then aii can get EPF teehee :DDD Good idea huh? :]]]]]

Cancel? Full time job? EPF? :S

Feature Writing~ >_<

Then only can say Hi to USQ, Australia~ ❤

Wednesday, Movie Day! ❤ Went for a movie, Fortune buddies in TGV. Well, it's not really funny to me. It's so freaking LAME! But a lot of people laughed in the cinema. -.- Same to the one sitting beside me >_< Aii prefer English style comedy like "Just Go with It". It's really funny man! HAHAHA waiting for new comedy production from the director! :DDD

Ohhh peeps please dont waste ur money to watch this movie! :D

Make-up Model & Jacuzzi

2011-08-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

After the Panasonic new experience, Aii gave myself a chance to be the Make-up model. Ahahaha The make-up artist is from Stella-In who is my *bak tui* Mei Yan's god cousin. Omg aii just realized that aii forgot her name XD Well, the theme for my make-up is Classic Bridal concept. Aii felt very relaxing & comfortable when she helped me to put on a "mask". hehehehe "p As usual, aii dare not to look at the mirror cause it MAY out of my expectation.. BINGO!! The reflection in the mirror totally like ~~Geisha~~. Oh yea do euu know who is Geisha??

Yes, this one!

Oops, my eyes shadow colour is dark green so there's the only difference! :S

The dumbfound conversation (aii feel so) between the make-up artist & aii:

Aii: "Can euu please help me to remove some of the make-up??"

Artist: "WHY??"

Aii: "It's kinda heavy make-up for me."

Artisti: "No, it's not heavy at all! It's not a heavy make-up."

Aii: " *fainted* Are euu sure? It's not heavy at all? *my face = :S*

Artist: "Yes, it's just strong eyes and lips make-up."

The conclusion: She didn't wanna help me to remove any of em from my face! :(((

*deng deng* Aii felt much more better after aii removed at least 65% of the make-up on my face!

Btw, aii ❤ my lips colour! ❤.❤ Met up with Gyy babe for our Jacuzzi appointment. She liked my make-up. Ahermm, be honest was kinda shocked when then sentence came out from her mouth! hehe Thanks baybeh! :]]]

Before the Jacuzzi ❤

This increased a little bit of my confidence to face the crowd in Queensbay Mall after the Jacuzzi and Massage. Teehee :D Enjoyed my day & my life! ;)))

New Experience

2011-08-23T01:03:00.000+08:00

Harlo peeps, imma lazy butt to the hell ya XD Lazy to bath, lazy to eat, lazy to exercise & lazy to update blog!! >_< Perhaps aii should try not to be so lazy... *TRY* teehee :D Well, just gonna update something related to work... FYI, was finished 10days Panasonic Fair under BEST Denki in 1st Avenue~ ❤ Got to know Banana Jie, Apple Jie, Gina kia, Robert 爽, Han Sen boy, Vickie babe after the fair :))) It's my very first time to sell electrical products... It possibly not too bad huh Hehehehe ^__^

With my Vickie Babe ❤

My pattern comes again de... xD

Normal look :D

Aii. Vickie. Gina. ;)

Panasonic Girls *Apple, Vickie, Banana, Aii* ❤

❤V.i.c.K.i.e❤

Captured by my lil black C=

Without meee :'( wuuhuu

We ki siao adee XDD

Thats all for this post. Hope that tomorrow aii can update a more latest story about mine TEEHEE "D

Nonatop Working Period ;)

2011-08-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

Seriously aii became a workaholic again in July. Who can aii blame for?? Nobody but euu laaaaa MONEY TT_TT Btw, aii did have a great outstation for F&N CHILLAX Roadshow with my dear babe*s ChinChin+ Yayee+ Siao Cha Boh- Mei Yan in Butterworth & Ipoh!! ❤❤❤ Nice to meet Max & Nick (FeiZai) in this awesome roadshow! They're really damn funny & cute! HAHAHA :DD The best point working under Maverick Event Company was that we're always with Alphard *wink* ;)

de 1st day with Yayee babe :D

with another sexy babe Chin ;)

de 2 guys setting up the HAWAII booth :]

Happy faces in the luxury car C:

de only sad part of de job :(

Hawaii Siao Cha Boh with de cute Waitress ^^

ALOHA to IPOH~ ❤

this is the time aii broke the board HAHAHA

OMFG LMAO MUAHAHAHAHA de FeiZai Nick ;)

de Funny ass, Max endao ba C:

❤Happy F&N CHILLAX girls❤

Studying for IT final exam while rest time :p

HAHAHA Chin's Hawaii cloth is the laughter point xD

CHILLAX at Ipoh Parade ❤

de Funny+Cute perfect match! XD

Last 2nd Station *Chillax*


Before say byebye to Ipoh~ ^^

One Last Group Pic ❤

Okie after the really Chillax-ing job, babe Yayee & aii were working together in MATTA Fair :) It's not as high pay job as F&N but euu just had to sit there & give people info about the trips then persuaded em to sign the packages. Well, another relaxing job HEHE ^^ Too bad my babe not yet upload the photos we taken :( So sorry there's no pic for this job yet >_<

We're Yellow Fellows in the fair :) *Angel Tours*

Now it comes to PC Expo time. Aii was working with Celcom while 2 of my babies were working with Dang Dang Tan :( We've been separated! However, it's another awesome experience that aii worked with Celcom. My person-in-charge *Kelvin* is a EMO person!! HAHAHA but he is nice anyways ;) As aii still can have MCD & KFC as my meals :p There're a lot of friendly Celcom guys who nice to chat with & made my time passed faster ^^ Nice to meet my new working fellow, YeeHua ❤

P/s: Thankiew so much Kelvin, hehehehe :]]] * No need to post de XD*

My eyes were superb extremely swallen after *crying* the whole day on Saturday :(

Well aii just took photo with my babe Chin ;)

失恋の时候怎么办

2011-06-22T01:32:00.000+08:00

很多人都在失恋时听着那些既悲又伤の情歌
其实，我也一样。
但是这么做，真の会快乐点吗？
今天我找到了几首好歌，失恋后听一听
感觉大不同 :)

第一首：比你好の人 （阿超）

有一天我一定會遇見比你好の人

我也能不難過了

現在哽咽著是正常の

這不過是一種自然の過程

第二首：还是朋友 （梁文音）

忘了吧曾經我們手牽著手說著以後
算了吧你の承諾對我來說就像氣球
等那天你才真の看透我們認真愛過
但這些又算得了什麼還是朋友

一个人，日子还是要过の

不要忘了一直在你身边陪伴着你の好友

其实我们都很幸福

只是有时候忘了最初の幸福

做个属于自己の超人吧 :)

祝：天底下有情人终成眷属 ❤

Aii ❤ Promotion!

2011-06-21T00:50:00.000+08:00

Seriously, aii guess most of the girls like promotions. But, Imma in deep love with the great deals!! ❤.❤ XOXO First of all, Aii get to know with the 50% OFF for the Penang & Johor Bahru Tune Hotels! The booking period is from 20th until 24th of June 2011 while the Stay period is in between 1st of July to 31st of August 2011. The rate for One Night stay can be lowest within RM53! It's a pretty crazy deal! Aii guess aii gonna book one night staying over there just for fun :P Hehehhe~

Faster make a booking here for urself! :D

Second, aii would like to share the Attractive Eat-All-You-Can Sunday Buffet Lunch for 2 persons at Rice Etc, Straits Quay which only cost euu RM35 instead of RM70. OMG! It's another 50% OFF deal! Euu can view more details about the deal from this link ! :) Imma kinda 'sam yok yok' (read in cantonese) >_<

It's located at 1st floor of the building :)

Next, it will be Manicure service for only RM9.90 instead of RM25 at La Beautica, Tanjong Tokong. Woman loves to be beauty all the time & imma one of them! ;) View the relaxing & worthy promotion from this link babe!

Last but not least, aii saw there's discount up to 50% for MNG at Queensbay Mall today!! Omgoooshhhh!! But too bad my Bang didn't allow me to get any pieces of them for myself! :'( Sob Sob... So girls, just take action & be in love with these great great deals today! ❤❤

谢谢你 :]

2011-06-17T03:23:00.001+08:00

谢谢你带给我の欢乐与一切· 感恩· ❤

你是否遇过在你低潮期一直陪着你の人？
你是否遇过一个让你开心又一直笑の人？

但是你们不会超越朋友更上一层
渐渐你们疏远了因为做出了抉择

其实想对你说我还是很尊重你很信任你
那些无心之过像有些陈年往事已被遗忘
其实想对你说真の非常对不起和谢谢你
以往美丽回忆很漂亮很珍贵但不再值钱

明白了无心伤害这四个字
也晓得长痛不如短痛这道理
曾经拥有知足常乐不再强求
珍惜一切真心对待真诚祝福

很久没有听到你笑声了，你还好吗？
希望你是快乐の，发自内心の开心。 :)

思念·真の是一种病。 :((((

初恋 ❤

2011-06-13T00:48:00.000+08:00

迟来の真相

2011-06-09T00:47:00.000+08:00

这个地球上，真的是什么人都有。但我现在最看不过眼の是颠倒是非,自导自演还要假惺惺扮清纯の那种人! 对，你可以说我激动因为我最看不起这种人了。而我，也遇到这种人。

她曾经是我の好朋友，因为某些事情の发生，一大堆荒唐の故事从此开始。而我们，从陌生人到朋友，朋友到好朋友，好朋友到朋友，朋友到陌生人。目前为止，她是我看过也见识过最假の人。恨她吗？不恨。讨厌她吗？蛮讨厌。不喜欢她吗？の确不喜欢。没有好感？不会再有好感。或许应该说，很难再有好感了。

其实在09年，我以为你真の把真相搞清楚，毕竟我们也好好谈过，也说过还是想要彼此这个“好朋友”。谁知，那时候你就告诉你の“家族们”另一个版本の故事。还说，我和他很早就认识了。拜托，以前我根本就不认识他。我不懂为何这种鬼话，你也讲得出口。相信你の人，我也无话可说。毕竟，我不像你，是个PR高手，宣传能力一流。好厉害！

之后，你们相安无事。那，很好。☺可，还是抵不过困境，结束了。你有了新生活，视乎很快乐。但真相，我不懂。几个月后，你得知了某些或许会令你感到嫉妒与不开心の消息？你开始了一连串无谓の小动作。你和之前跟我最closeの他联手对付我？哈哈。你告诉了他N年前发生の事情，我也不清楚你是否有更改原装の故事。WHATSOFUCKINGEVER. 你の“联合手”其实很维护你，他一而再再而三地掩护你。只不过到了最后，他还是告诉我实话。

如果你是我，你の感受是什么？曾经の好朋友和曾经最亲密の伴，联合频频出招。你和你姐妹们在FB里头酸我骂我也就算了，因为她们不知道事情の真相。但是，你真の很厉害。你可以装清纯和无辜到极点。你还告诉你のgang说，你根本没有和你の“联合手”联络过！敢做不敢当就算了，还要颠倒是非，自导自演。你好恐怖，假得很恐怖。也难怪，你の好朋友们一直都在误会我。还是那一句，相信我の人到最后还是会相信我の。

以前，我会“误会”你真の还会把我当朋友。但，我错了。现在，你给我の感觉只能用一个字来形容-假！你，就继续加油吧！祝福你，真の知错能改，幸福美满。

再见，祝你快乐。

噩梦

2011-05-18T01:14:00.000+08:00

小时候，做恶梦，只是被吓醒，过后就没什么了。
长大了，做恶梦，不只被吓醒，过后就睡不好了。

最近，我每一天都发噩梦，睡不好。
很久没有好好睡一觉了。
上星期去脚底按摩，师傅说我睡不好。
我承认，真の。
每一天都发恶梦，怎么睡得好？
连我のlovely Chealene看了我fb照片，都叫我睡多点。
Lovely, 我很想の，可是不行。 T_T

但是，今天终于没有发噩梦了。
虽然有做梦，但没有发噩梦。不错！ :)
希望今天我可以好好睡一觉
明天起身做"罚站模特儿"！ :P

杨瑷仙，加油！

杨瑷仙，要快乐！

杨瑷仙，发美梦吧！ ❤

我最亲爱の……

2011-05-16T02:42:00.000+08:00

我最亲爱の，依然亲爱の……

我最亲爱の ❤

很想知道你近況　

我聽人説還不如你對我講　

經過那段遺憾　

請你放心　我變得更加堅強　

世界不管怎樣荒涼　

愛過你就不怕孤單　

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣　

沒我的日子　你別來無恙　

依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望　

讓我親一親　像過去一樣　

我想你一定喜歡　

現在的我學會了你最愛的開朗　

想起你的模樣　

有什麼錯　

還不能夠被原諒　

世界不管怎樣荒涼　

愛過你就不怕孤單　

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣　

沒我的日子　你別來無恙　

依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望　

讓我親一親　像朋友一樣　

雖然離開了你的時間　

比一起還漫長　

我們總能補償　

因為中間空白的時光　

如果還能分享　

也是一種浪漫　

關係雖然不再一樣　

關心卻怎麼能說斷就斷　

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣　

沒我的日子　你別來無恙　

依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望　

讓我親一親　像親人一樣　

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣　

沒我的日子　你別來無恙　

依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望　

讓我親一親　像過去一樣

我知道怎么找到快乐了

2011-05-12T01:10:00.000+08:00

或许，有时候我不是幸运の

但更多の时候，我是幸运の

因为我有一班Brothers & Ji Mui*s陪着我 ❤

Brothers, 你们都很搞笑~

弄我一直一直都在笑

尤其是那个模仿我招牌动作の俊Steve *Beh Dong nia XD*

还有那个喜欢自导自演の小昌哥儿 *音乐人 :P*

笑到累了，就没有力气再去想了

谢谢你们，我真の需要你们

我笑了，笑到siao了，还是很开心。 :D

Ji Mui*s, 虽然我们没有24小时stick在一起

但是我还是很感谢你们对我の关心

尤其是雅苡，对不起，我给你添了麻烦

还有陈晶晶，谢谢你，那天叫我不要走

我上几个星期，都很冲动，无法冷静

谢谢你们の不抛弃，谢谢你们の心疼

还是那一句，真开心有你们一路陪着我！❤

对了，那个一直在重复着自己mistakeの

还不愿长大和成熟の大少爷

这首歌，送给你。呵呵 =P

我不是坚强，我只是逞强……

2011-05-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

终于，今天の我稍微正常了些……

我吃了两餐，很好很棒了 ☺

前一阵子，吃不下、睡不好、很颓废、像个疯人……

但，没有人察觉我の不对劲……

因为我习惯了不可脆弱？别人都以为我很坚强，我可以の……

是，我可以，我也坚强，可是我更逞强……

每一天，我都行尸走肉……

想哭，却不能随时随地哭

想笑，却也更想哭

一直都在想、想、想……

到失去了自己。

我可以不坚强吗?

我可以就崩溃吗？

我可以不要想吗？

我可以就失忆吗？

我可以当做一切都是，虚无の吗？

我可以当做我无所谓，不在乎吗？

我不能，我做不到，我还是得坚强。

人之所以会心累，就是常常徘徊在坚持和放弃之间，举棋不定。生活中总会有一些值得我们记忆の东西，也有一些必须要放弃の东西。放弃与坚持，是每个人面对人生问题の一种态度。勇于放弃是一种大气，敢于坚持何尝不是一种勇气，孰是孰非，谁能说の清道の明呢？如果我们能懂得取舍，能做到坚持该坚持の，放弃该放弃の，那该有多好。

看着过去の照片

望着以往の回忆

回忆太美

想起会痛

但也值得

因为这是我们一起经历过の曾经

因为这是你爱过我の曾经

因为这是我爱过你の曾经

谢谢你の爱，谢谢你の不珍惜，谢谢你の不成熟。

我又长大了，我更坚强了但也越脆弱了。

我不后悔，我爱你，但过去了。

我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许……

如果这就是爱情

2011-05-04T00:23:00.000+08:00

不懂几时开始，我爱上了这首歌……

听着听着，现在它是我の歌了……

因为它把我の心情唱得淋漓致力……

你做了选择 对的错的
我只能承认 心是痛的
怀疑你舍得 我被伤的那么深
就放声哭了 何必再强忍
我没有选择 我不再完整
原来最后的吻 如此冰冷
你只能默认 我要被割舍
眼看着 你走了
如果这不是结局 如果我还爱你
如果我愿相信 你就是唯一
如果你听到这里 如果你依然放弃
那这就是爱情 我难以抗拒
如果这就是爱情 本来就不公平
你不需要讲理 我可以离去
如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清 是我证明 我爱你
灰色的天空 无法猜透
多余的眼泪 无法挽留
什么都牵动 感觉真的好脆弱
被呵护的人 原来不是我
我不要你走 我不想放手
却又不能够奢求 同情的温柔
你可以自由 我愿意承受
把昨天 留给我

刚才看了《非诚勿扰》の其中一个片段
在最后の部分，我被感动了……
当男嘉宾在要选择对象过程……

他问了个问题，
“男友送你什么东西是最为宝贵の？”
第一位女嘉宾回答：“工资卡。”
第二位女嘉宾回答：“爱，对我一辈子の照顾与疼爱。”
第三位女嘉宾回答：“如果你足够爱我の话，我想包括生命，还有一切。因为如果我足够爱你の话，包括我の生命与一切，我都会给你。”

为什么她说“生命”这个词语呢？
其实她前男友因脑癌病逝，去世前是他为她做の最后一件事就是帮她报名这个节目。
他最后对她说の话：“我不能够再照顾你了，希望在这个舞台上，在以后未来の日子里，你能找到一个比我更好，比我更能宽容和包容你，去爱你の男人……”
这是个感人の真实爱情故事……

如果生命都没有了，那工资卡、爱、照顾、疼爱，这一切都不复存在。
而最后，男嘉宾选择了第三位女嘉宾。
女嘉宾在“幸福感言”中，讲了一句我非常赞同の话，
“如果你真の爱这个人，如果你俩真の彼此相爱，就把相爱の每一天，
当做生命の最后一天来度过，我想那样是没什么矛盾，没什么苦难是你们过不去の坑……”

坚信你能找到幸福，你就一定可以找到幸福の ❤

今天感触良多，往前一步是幸福；退后一步是孤独。

爱情不可以不清不楚……就像我写在FBのstatus

当一个人在新恋情感到开心时，都会想前情人の不好；

当一个人在新恋情感到不顺时，总会想起前情人の好。

不是得不到の最好，而是珍惜现在拥有の才是最好。 ♥

你，明白了吗？

看淡·看开·看清

2011-04-23T00:36:00.001+08:00

不要再流泪了，杨瑷仙。

最近，自己在心里与自己の对话，又变得更多了。有些话，无法说出口；有些话，不可说出口；有些话；只可留着心里自己对自己说。无法说出口，或许是因为委屈与心酸起了作用而导致欲语泪先流。不可说出口，或许是为了保护彼此の感情，为了减少纠纷，为了六十秒の快乐。留着心里对自己说皆因前两者の存在。有时候，觉得自己快疯了……都只是自己懂。

人生の过程不过就是得与失，忘记一切，就是最好の善待自己。许多事，还是得看淡地好。看淡了，也就比较轻松了，快活了。看重不如看开，只有看开了，才能走自己の路。如果看开可以令双方面都没压力，快乐の话，何乐而不为？

很多东西只要去习惯了，我们就可以面对了。自己应该要提醒自己，不是都说好要对夜里の寂寞与孤寂顺其自然の吗？人本来就是寂寞の，一个人来，一个人走。没有谁一定要随时陪伴在你身边，他们没有这个义务。就算是最亲爱の伴侣，也有自己の人生。爱情，只不过是生活の一部分。到最后，你是你，我还是我。或许，我是爱过你の我。

快乐从来不会是永恒の，痛苦也只不过是个过程。谁也无法拒绝春天の来临，谁也不会永远都在发好梦。既然无法抵抗，只好学着去享受。说实在の，当你可以拿得起、放得下，什么都不在乎，所有の一切一切，你就觉得很渺茫，自然就会看淡·看开·看清了。每件事情只要尽力了，就无所谓了。结果怎么样，就随它去。没有对不起自己，就好了。哭过，就好了。

想了想前几天我の老师兼朋友所说の话，这几天都一直在思考和消化。他说：“每件事情の发生其实都没有理由の，当你说它为什么发生怎样发生等等の，就是你自己在给它原因。”这句话の含义就是，事情の发生只在于你自己の看法，如何去看待它。快乐与伤悲，为何不选择快乐の想法？至少自己会好过些……

最终一句，快乐时掌握在自己の手中，是要靠自己去寻找の。学习看淡一切，善待自己、学懂看重不如看开、学会看清自己，才能思思品味人生の过程。

我，会加油の·

脆弱，请你离开我·

寂寞，请你离开我·

眼泪，请你要坚强·

心脏，请你要坚强·

Saturday Fever & Sunday Date ☺

2011-04-19T01:44:00.000+08:00

Yeahoo peeps~ Weekend is just great for my life! Let's talk about what did aii do to kill my weekend leisure time! ❤

160411 Saturday Fever!!♤♡♢♧

Charlie Brown, Straits Quay. ❤

It's time to explore Charlie Brown located at Straits Quay~ In fact, it's a small gossip gathering with Yenxie, Elyn & XiaoTong ;) We had to Q-up for almost 20mins just to get an order and yet most of the drinks already finished. This is what we called "New Toilet is Nice to Defecate" in Mandarin. :x The comments on the drinks we ordered = SO SO lo... It costs Yenx around RM15 and it's really unworthy. :( Btw, aii kinda like the Ice Cream Crepe. It tastes pretty good.Yet, the price is abit too high.

De Ice Cream Crepe~

Unworthy drinks. XD

Well, aii admit that am deeply in love with the FRUUZE yogurt ice cream! Aii love the Mango flavor & aii love to put Longan as one of the toppings! *YUMMY YUMMY* :DD

Fruuze lover!❤

Elyn. :)

Me, with Yenx's lil bag. XD

Yenx, with her camera. :D

3 buddies. "]]]

They're Woodstock lovers!

Hehe~

We're one~ XD

Yenx.

My Turn.

Later on, we off to Esplanade to hunt for the Wong Fei Hong's Kappa. ;) We ordered it an hour before we reached the destination. This wasn't an exaggeration because the seafood cooked by him really dang delicious~ *yum yum* ;)

170411 Sunday Date!! ♠♥♦♣

Well, here comes my family movie day~ We headed to Cathay Cineplex for The Last Dragon!*teehee "D* aii was feeling so so so dizzy again after 5hours sleeping time. Btw, aii did enjoy our dating & my battery only can last for 3hours+~ The movie was definitely nice. Aii would like to rate it as ★★★★~ It's a story about an ancient Chinese Dragon trapped on earth, but as the sleeping dragon gets awoken, a breathtaking struggle between good and evil awakes from slumber as well. It's really worth a try! :]]

The Last Dragon! ★★★★

After several hours of rest, again off to Chew Jetty for photo shooting with my babe ChinChin, 2 photographers who are Funny Prince & my beloved Boyfie, Bang~ ❤ Thanks bang for all the way coming down to Penang from Alor Star just to meet me & cheer me up! *love ya! Hugs~* The considered as kinda rush photo shooting was very tired indeed! Next location, Beach Street vs comfortable & sporty street wear! ♡

Make it oldie style. "P

ChinChin. Oops, aii spoiled the pic again :x

Jelly in the eggshell~ Childhood dessert! ♡

Photographer No. 1, Prince Chung.

Photographer No.2, Ah Tao aka beloved Bang. ♡♡♡

My FB profile picture currently. :D

Our KEK SAI faces. XD

That's me in my bang's eyes.

❤Babe Ji Mui❤

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Us, in the HTC Desire HD.

Pattern? :S

The small team. ^^

The Greatest Gift ❤

2011-04-16T02:00:00.000+08:00

In my small little world, the greatest gift aii have had is LOVE ❤ Initially, it will be parents love! They gave us life, but they cannot live it for us. They can teach us things, but they cant make us learn. No one can deny the supreme sacrifice and care that parents render to their child. So do aii :] Thanks papa & mama who born me & gave me a wonderful life. ☺ Although we're not from rich family, but de parents love is flooded my days always. *hugs*

Btw, aii received a surprise gift from my mama. *Teng Teng* It's my childhood photo! OMFG! Aii miss it damn a lots! :DDD It's just like what people always say, "she's grown up from a ugly duckling to a swan"! "P

Little ah Boy Seanx XD

Dukling -> Swan? :D

My "Chef's PAPA" ;)

My Kungfu's MAMA x]

However, aii know that many people damn sayang me too~ Am aii right?? hehehe ;) They are my Ji Mui*s, besties, bad hats, lovely, baybeh etc. Last but not least, he is my bang. Thanks so much for the ❤sssss ♥.♥ Oh yea, aii got a new pet as my bday present! ;) It is Nikon D3100~ My dslr dream is finally achieved! hehehe ☺ Aii will love it with all my heart & aii will always accompany it~ ^^

Playing around with my new pet :D

Yummy "Salad Onion Fried Fish" by papa ;)

Childhood memory C:

My lovely new pet!! *hearrts*

Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in the hearts of the people who love us! That's what aii called as PEOPALOVE! XD ❤

Awesome Key Moment ;)

2011-04-14T15:43:00.000+08:00

Today is the 10th day after my 21st Bday... Aii guess it's still not too late for me to blog about it right? hehehe ☺Well, aii named my bday party as 21st Laoyee Bday Celebration for my event & photo album in FB ;) Aii really much appreciated & thanks to those who attended my party in Gurney Hotel 3102 Suite.

The Sea View from our suite.

We're having 2 flavours steamboat for the night, TomYam & Chicken Soup. Both soups also got high praise. My effort was worthy. *teehee☺♥* A little apologize for those who came late or slow action especially my babe Witz, her BoyF & ShauPin + Waikor, Daddy Bin & Alex, the food was out of supply. What aii can concluded was that, ALL OF EUU TOO HUNGRY de~ Btw, it's good because there's no food wastage! =D

Suddenly, the room was turned into darkness! Aii thought it's de 2nd time power failure. (FYI, We faced power failure in evening.) BUT!!! *HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AI SEAN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUU~* In fact it's a BIG SURPRISE designed by few of em (I'm not sure who were really involved). My bang was holding a superb big hello kitty bday cake & 6 cupcakes with my name then walked to me unexpectedly. OMG! Aii was almost tearing because this was the happiest moment after bloody-tired-preparation for the whole celebration. Thankiew, I'm really touched.❤

Just have a look at the LOMO photos taken by de FujiFilm Instant Camera☺ The film was really expensive>_< So any photographer of this camera were kinda stress because of the film! HAHAHA It added another joke for the great awesome night! ♫♪♩♬

Kindly visit this link for de Bday Video Took by Prince ;)
Dear Prince, my impression was that everyone looked so funny in the video! hahaha XD Btw, thanks so much for the video. It's memorable! *♡hearrt♡*

Dear beloved LengJeh, yesterday aii just realized euu did sms & greet me in that night after aii read Miss ah tiew's blog. It's another surprise for me. Hehehe :P Missu muchhhhh~ Aussie, I'm coming soon!

Sources from Dolores Tiew's blog. ☺

Pre-Birthday Functions

2011-04-08T18:37:00.007+08:00

Imma Penang tour guide for my KL tourist aunt muahahaha before 3days of my bday☺ This was ny mission every time she came to Penang ;) In fact she came with her son & son's GirlF but her son tended to 'pit' her aiyaa as euu all know la... Teenagers want pak toh maaa~ So let me took over this 'Lao Lang' lo muahaha XD *Food, Shopping, Food, Shopping* = our schedule! :P ❤

P/s: 'pit' stands for leave over.

'Lao Lang' stands for golden citizen. XD

1st station, Queensbay Mall ❤

Finally got to meet my lovely cousin up :)

Miss both of em so much!

She back to Jungle de :(((

❤

Visit my babe*s while they working for blah blah game :S

HAHAHA okie TCC, my fault :P

My babe*s ❤❤❤

My very first time to taste this Soy Ice Cream~

To me, I'm not really like the taste >_<

My aunt's face so funny XD

Oh oh oh, this was the so-called-failed-surprise which gyy aka Elly planned for my pre-birthday :P She was just like a MAD that night!!!! HAHA but thanks god, everything gone right & she is much more better & normal now! ☀

She was drunk, absolutely. -.-

Anyways, thanks so much yea ELLY GOH! XD

FYI, my bday & Ching Ming Festival are good friends! :x So, just off to ching ming lo... What to do?? >_< This year Ching Ming was a rainy & cloudy day, the only different from passed few years. *Dear Ah Gong & Ah Ma, please keep your promise yea.. Love ya both! teehee☺*

My Ching Ming Ai Kun Look >_<

p/s: Ai kun stands for sleepy in Hokkien.

We headed to Cathay Cineplex for the midnight ghost movie, Scream of the Ghost because this is the only cinema on showing. Everyone of us get shocked for few times :(( Luckily we're still alive! XD

Ladies~

With Mom. ❤

With de only Sista. ❤

With naughty bro. ❤

And me with my ownself~ :DD

Euu're Wanted!!

2011-04-02T00:12:00.003+08:00

HEHEHEHE everybody especially my dear friends... This post is designed for euu!!! XDD As most of euu know... My 21st Bday is around the corner!!! ❤❤❤ Still thinking what to gimme as present?? No worries, aii will tell euu guys what aii want here!!! Muahahaha so that euu guys can be a smart consumer & the present won't be a waste! No more wastage~ :P

Aii will named the wish-to-have-list as Wanted™-list~ HAHAHA they are really wanted... by ME!! ☺ Kindly check it out for those who still don't know what to buy or those who are interested to buy me a present~ =PP *Teehee*

AiiSeanx 2011 Wanted™-list ♥

1. DSLR *Canon EOS 1100D*

2. Smartphone *Iphone/BB*

3. Ipad 2 *evil smile*

4. Hello Kitty Bed Sheet Set *♥.♥*

5. Hush Puppies Leather Shoes *Purple nice*

6. Any D.I.Y stuffy *my fav.*

7. Unique Shape Bday Cake *WOW*

8. Bikini *Aii just simply say XD*

9. CASH *$$$$$$$$$*

10. SURPRISE~ *WANTED*

Last but not least, the thing that aii wanted sure will be the present of yaself on my 21st Laoyee Bday Celebration!!♥ Please dress up urself like a bird or anything HAHAHA cause that night will be a modelling night~ WOOHOO~!!! Enjoy to the MAX & FLY high to the sky!!! DO bring extra clothes for certain purposes! ☺

Workaholic

2011-03-31T13:28:00.004+08:00

Imma workaholic -.- Last weekend aii was like a mad... Aii just rest for less than 5 hours after back from Smint job then aii continued working for Yes which last more than 12 hours... Then these few days aii busy arranging interviews for my lovely friends for their jobs in advance... Aii think aii will be start working for another project within these few days... So sorry my bang, aii cant miss euu too much de XDD

Anyways, anyone who is looking for job please feel free to contact me :DD Maybe aii can give euu a helping hand ❤ Remember, dont work for $$$... Work for urself & better experiences! :]

These are the pics taken when aii worked for Smint & YES last weekend ;)

Outside of Voodoo

Too bad, cant see the Mini Cooper XD

with the cute JenQ :D

Us, Smint girls ❤

Woohoo fattest one!

YES with May Yan, Prangin Mall.

Thanks Amy, de photographer :)

你和我特别篇

2011-03-24T18:45:00.004+08:00

就像我title写の，你可以算是我生活里特别の人吧！ :DD 但或许你prefer一辈子都隐名埋姓在我の日子里吧？哈哈，我知道，你不知道，你什么都是不知道の :P 我有个请求，就请你看完这最后一篇post吧！这个是你专属の特别篇 ☺ 我不是都写假の东西，我只是把悲伤都隐性化，所以大家都看不到我很emo很悲の那一面~ 我不想有任何人同情我，因为我晓得雨过还是会天晴の……把悲伤留给自己就好，我会心疼你对我の心疼……明白么？ :')

我很想对你说声谢谢！很想大大大大大大声地说谢谢你！！❤ 谢谢你在我很down时，陪着我……谢谢你回答我有の没の问题时の可爱答案，虽然有时候你の答案很可恨 >_< 我到现在还是最讨厌你の招牌答案 “不知道”！ :((( 你长大了，总不能都是不知道不知道の吧！ :X 我是训练你叻，哈哈！谢谢你牺牲了睡眠时间……谢谢你对我の照顾与帮忙……谢谢你愿意听我倾述……谢谢你愿意和我分享你の事情……谢谢你の心疼与珍惜……还是最谢谢你の陪伴！♡♥感恩万分♥♡

其实我也想对你说声对不起！这个，小小声说就好了……因为你会不喜欢，而我也同样地不喜欢你跟我说对不起……对不起我の任性，对不起我のeMo,对不起我の胡思乱想…… 对不起，有时候我累了，我就来料咯…… 对不起，希望你可以体谅……也希望你可以接受我の道歉…… :']]]

答应你の，我都会尽量做到…… 有时候，知道你不开心，但我还是不大方便关心你……我把这一切都看在眼里，疼在心里……只是没有让你知道……今天の你，怎么了啊？等你想告诉我时，就请你立刻马上找我吧！hehe ☺ 我会全天候stand by! *记得：累了就捶捶背，放慢脚步歇一歇……* 我真の非常高兴，能够认识到你 rr❤

这就是我所谓超性感の“啦啦队”糖果制服 -.-

这个星期最后两天了，真好！ :D

'对了，我换了新发型 C: 看得出来吗？

HEHEHE 其实只是剪短了刘海啦~ 哈哈！ ♥

来个四连拍吧呵呵！*1*

*2*

*3*

*4*
我很珍惜你· ♥

你和我爱人篇

2011-03-16T00:54:00.009+08:00

经历过不少挑战与挑衅及挑破离间，我们还是排出了万难，继续守在最爱の那一方。♥ 我总是猜不透，为什么有些人就是如此犯贱？难道真心祝福他人，真の如此地难吗？或许吧……当那个人还没有完全放下，心里还留着以前の点滴……尽管如此，总不能一直搞破坏嘛！sob sob :'((

陈猪道，一旦你选择撒谎，你就完了！哈哈~ *经典对白* ☻从我们相识到现在，说实在の，发生了许多很戏剧性の故事情节……在某些人眼里，我一直都在扮演着坏人+假惺惺の角色……可真讽刺啊！因为我做人最真了，但却被冤枉吃了这么大一只死猫~ 这就是命嘛！感叹人生无奈！ >_<

前一阵子，我们几乎像是过着同居生活？哈哈就每天都见面吧！这个坏习惯已经慢慢吞噬着我の生活！:((( 一天不见，我变得很不自在……都是你啦！唉~ 没关系啦，就让你牵着我鼻子走，反正明年你就没有机会啦~ :P 请你多花点时间在我身上，因为我是个贪婪你对我の爱の宝贝！*shy* 没有你の日子里，我不懂我该用多少の时间去适应……想也没有用，就随他随你去吧~hehe

讲讲比较开心の事吧！我们已经成为Movie迷咯~ 几乎每个星期都会往戏院跑一回~ 我懂，你最爱1st Avenue TGV CinemaのBean seat咯~ :DD 对了，可以请你不要在看戏到一半然后偷偷睡着吗？很浪费钱耶！如果你累，我们改天才看嘛~ 都不急 :) 记住啊，钱难赚！ :X 最近你都忙着工作，我就一直emo咯……可悲！ :(( 我也想好好忙一回，不让自己有太多の时间去想你，好吗？ :[

宝贝bang, 我の生日快到了！跟我讲你要送我什么啦~ :P 好让我有个心理准备嘛 ^^ 可是今年の生日，我有点不愉快咯……上课の第一天就是我生日啦！然后你又在考试期间……算了，顺其自然！总之我要个开心及感动到落泪の生日，可以吗？hehehe ☺你の生日也快到了，你想要什么呢？回家陪妈妈？带我一会嘛~ :DD 我也会很疼你妈妈の，因为如果没有她，哪来の你啊~ :] ❤

❤请欣赏我们の恩爱照片吧~ (*^__^*)

可爱吧~O(∩_∩)O~

几自在の躺着我家客厅啊~

❤Crew Boy, Tao.

Crew Girl, Aii. ❤

享受美食Laksa & 爱玉冰+Chendol~ 赞啦！

Yummy Yummy :D

这个人啊，自己上台去拍照咯，没有叫人>_<

Cute Bang hehe mwaabx~

I Am Number Four + RedBox happy hours!

oops, 看不清楚我们のbean seat :x

Dinner of that night XD

这个是与晶和她爱人の邂逅~

当晚看了The Mechanic :)

haha 我自恋，他爱拍~ ❤

这是我电影以来最贵の一次！Rm40 >_<

在TGV 看了 Sanctum 3D~ 戏好看，价钱不好啃 :S

忘了是几时看の127 Hours~ 故事情节类似Sanctum..

但我还是比较喜欢Sanctum :DD

*Teehee* 这是昨晚看のBig Mommas 啦~ 很可爱下 :P

你和我番外篇

2011-03-14T00:49:00.006+08:00

这次会出现在我post里の人还蛮特别の，因为她们曾经是我非常非常要好过の好朋友！听出前一句の玄机了吧……就我们在中学时期真の超要好过の~ 一个曾经参我&我家人一起去云顶小玩了几天 ;) *很抱歉呀，那时候我好像是生气你了吧？真不好意思，我脾气很坏，失礼了>_<* 而另一个，我们时常一起练舞一起谈心一起共患难！*我看到了她房间~兴奋の叻 :DD 因为她房间超隐秘の~*

这两位呐，自从毕业后……当然会有点疏远了，我们都住很远の……那时都没有玩面子书，慢慢地·渐渐地就更疏远啦……当她们分别到日本去，不用说，远啦 :( 当时我都有去到机场送飞机呐！好啦，答案要揭晓啦~ 跟我去云顶の是YenXie 小姐，房间隐秘の是 YenEe小姐 ♥ 两个都有Yen,也同姓，但完全没有血缘关系咯 :P 我还记得那年是在我生日当天去送YenX 班机叻，她有surprise到咯，也感到流泪吧？！嘻嘻因为当时我说我无法送机了，要庆祝生日 *当然只是个善意の谎言* 而YenEe呢，好可怜啊我！去到了，她竟然才刚走进check in,就这样我们擦肩而过，我错过了！ :(( 我call她时，我只听到她哭泣の声音，她说什么，我都听不懂咯 :P

前三天日本发生了8.9级大地震，引发了海啸，灾难连连！我接到这个消息后，脑海里浮现の就是她们两个……幸好阿弥陀佛卐她们俩都平安无事！ ☺ YenEe当时就在sweet hometown吃得饱，睡得好の叻！对了，生日快乐呀Yen Ee!我信息你都没有回复呢~ 希望我们可以见个面，叙个旧！C: 而YenXie呐刚好不在Tokyo :DD 她还真喜欢讲冷笑话耶！跟Angie保平安后，还要多加一句 “不知道我の屋子还在不在” XD 你啊，可不可以不要这样啊~ >_< 这一刻，我好怀念我们の过去啊~~~ :((((

你，还记得吗？ :))

HAHAHA 庞克风の我们？！ XD

虽然她们俩平安无事了，可是在这边我也要衷心祈祷更多遭殃の灾民可以获救！当我阅读过那有关于“全世界要向日本学习”の那一篇新闻，真の有一种莫名の感触与感动……！ :') 大家都互相帮助，不会趁火打劫，团结一致の~ 在现今の社会，这种场面应该是很难看得到了吧~ 在我看到那一张日本人一起走路回家の照片，我觉得他们忙碌の生活，终于可以有个喘口气，好好想想生活到底是为了什么……

人生中，比钱还珍贵の是什么……亲情，友情，爱情，感情……生命！生命其实很脆弱，我们永远不知道下一刻会发生什么事……就像我爱说の：明天和意外，不懂哪个会先到……我们，做人の，还是好好把握每分每秒吧！不要让遗憾留！♥♡♥☺♥♡♥

你和我姐妹篇

2011-03-13T00:20:00.006+08:00

以前我很爱讲鬼故事，所以朋友们都给我取了个外号-神婆~ 然后前一阵子啊，我和我妈都超爱算命の hehe 神婆这个名字很贴切咯~ :P 要知道槟城哪里有得算命看命看神の，问我就是了啦 ;) 我不是很迷信，但宁可信其有不可信其无嘛！但如果不同の算命师都讲了一模一样の话，我就真の会相信了咯…… 本人目前就是遇到此状况~ 还真の希望会成真啊，阿弥陀佛 卐 ☺

近朱者赤近墨者黑，姐妹们在我耳濡目染下，也一起去算命咯~ 目前为此就只是bibian护士小姐和liuyan大忙黑美人没有被我带到去扑一扑叻…… 前几天我，Chin & Yayee就结伴去看三世书~ 由于我去年尾就看过了，所以那天我大致上算是陪客啦！ HAHAHA 她们两个那天都荷包有点瘦了吧，呵呵但如果那一小小笔钱可以买得一个心安，值得の啦宝贝们！❤ 对了，我们三个还有free gift拿呐~ 服务真好啊uncle :DD

我们三个都属于不同类型の水查波吧嘻嘻至今，也成为了多年の好友……uncle说我们都是靠嘴巴赚钱の，三个还可以一起做生意呢~ 极有意思啊 ☼ 如果我们真有能力，还想一起创出一片天叻~ 感情事还是靠边站叻，不要放太多%进去…… 这就是命啊！女人真命苦，但是开心就好啦~ C: 希望我们の另一半都对我们忠心耿耿吧，长期都甜甜蜜蜜！*中糖尿病我也甘愿！* CHOI~ LALALA ♪♩♫♫♬ Yayi很可怜叻，因为她最长命了 XD

Liuyan, Bibian, Angie, Chin & Yayi 我要去看那个白云山siam aunty啦~ 很多次都看不成咯，tulin咯 xD 找一天一起去啦，不要说我没有jiu蛤 :P

看命前拍の，哈哈！

主题为“不要拍我！”

可爱叻 XDDD

老实说，Austin Chaseの咖啡越来越烂了，不好喝啊 :(

你们要加油啊，我很喜欢那环境叻>_<

噢！这是我们の新成员，Miss Ah Tiew~ XD 华语名是多乐小姐，从Dolores翻译得来の *她の翻译功夫一流啦* HAHAHA :PP 欢迎她~ 这是我们在interview未来工作时拍下の，还真有纪念性呐~ 她和她们两个还蛮聊得开叻，感觉真好！☺ 隔几天，吴雅苡竟然在Miss Ah Tiew留给我のwall post写说 "miss euu girls" 哇老哦！我有点被吓到咯，但也很惊喜呢！参得来，就好嘛 ❤

昨晚啊，我们三个肖の又一起出门去咯~ 但只是到Times Square新开のFood Gallery食代广场吃个晚餐 ☪ 我滴天，好多人( ⊙ o ⊙ )啊！~ 果然是新茅厕好大便呀！等了有够久の……但老实说，我の套餐还蛮好吃の ❤ 下次再去！然后我要坐外面の！ :DD

吃了还有点太饱，我们就在喷水池那散散步，拍拍照，聊聊天~ 注意哦：我们全程都是站着の，厉害了吧 O(∩_∩)O哈哈哈~ 不一会儿就散场啦，因为我和晶都有续约啦 ;) 真不好意思啊吴雅苡 XD 最过瘾の莫过于我们在车上聊の那些啦，好劲爆！其实这算是个"Tutorial"了嘛~ 嘻嘻昨晚见面时间虽短，但还不错~ 一个字，爽！ ★

晶，我怀疑你の眼睛有美图秀秀过咯~ 有点奇怪叻！

♥♥♡♡♥♥宝贝姐妹们，谢谢一路上有你们の陪伴! ♥♥♡♡♥♥

Life's just a process

2011-03-08T20:51:00.005+08:00

This post is mainly blog about my cousin who passed away for 51days up to now. *too bad there's none of his pic here* Actually aii hold this post for such a long time de... Aii still remember the 1st & 2nd night aii went to his funeral helped to burn the gold & silver papers... In the end, aii still choose not to see his face because aii cant bear it... hehe :'))

He is died young... This was shocking news for everyone of us... Although I'm not so close with him due to the age distance but we get closer in past few years when he always saw me hang out at the places he used to go... He always smiled at me when he saw me... Aii guess he's very friendly to me hehe.... Btw aii saw my god bro at his funeral! This shocked me too!! hahaha...

Aii learnt to be strong after his funeral... Aii didnt drop a tear in front of people... Although that time aii faced something that aii never expected it to be happened... Life's just about a process... When euu're born, euu're left to die?? *aii read this sentence from one of the books in the temple -.-* Maybe the author is correct but aii feel he's kinda extreme & pessimistic... >_<

Cheers, cause we still stay alive. :))

with my naughty younger bro☺

Bro, Me, Cousin :P

Those pics taken during the 77, 49days. Aii brought a totally stim face to the prayer that early morning :xx Was absolutely tired after the prayer... :((

my bro's pretty legs with my slippers!! XDD

while waiting to go back home...

This pic is just like my relatives are watching me cry then my cousin is doubt about my action XDD

de young generation :D

Appreciate every stage in ur life.... Life's short! :]]]

Summer, Love! ❤

2011-03-04T23:32:00.011+08:00

Aloha everybody~ :]]] Here am aii again C: Aii was just basked too much in the sun during de end of Feb & beginning of March ~.~ Let's talk about the 'sunbath event' in March 1st hehehe de Genting Gang planned to picnic at Pantai Keracut but muahaha MISSION FAILED!! Aii guess my babe & aii have to train our stamina 1st then only we challenge hiking okay? HAHA aii keep on repeating "Next time we don't hiking anymore okay?" "Next time we jogging will do kay?" "Next time we cycling along the Sg. Pinang drive can?" wakakaka yea yea I'm serious & pleaseeeee... :')

Well, we off to Penang Sports Club after de failed plan :P ohya omfg aii just recall my memory & the funniest thing was the gentlemen brought along the heavy watermelon when we're hiking!!! HAHAHAHA *Sam fu sai* :DD We're playing poker cards & ate de watermelon there :P The beach was fulled of 'salted fish' = dead fish lying on the beach -.- In de end, we moved to Lone Pine beach to be beach girls & beach boy :D We're de kids of the beach!! ❤❤ Aii became Chocolate Seanx after the crazy day sob sob :(((

Playing football by volleyball at de beach :x

True volleyball time :P

My both hands got blood stains after playing this :(

Be his personal photographer ;)

Kenneth, Teenage's dream. ❤

Babe Witz. Seanx Baybeh ❤

Our hair smells good :P

de Best Shoot of em by Me :)) Love this pic much!!

Look at Leelee's face expression :P So serious face to kacau people XDD

Ohya aii did attend the USM CNY event on last Tuesday. Hmmm we won 3 Redbox Free 1 Head Charge Vouchers as we participated in the mini games :)) So am gonna sing k sing k at least 3 times in this month~ Yeaahoo~ :]]] *happy happy* Really surprised to meet my babe, Liuyan aka Lynn :DD Hope to meet euu up soon babe lynn ❤

Friendship that lasts forever, with love. ❤

Us. =D

Since aii stopped working full time in 1st Avenue, aii've worked as part timer with YES 4G KL crew for 4days~ It's a kinda easy & relax job :) de KL people were very friendly & funny XD Love to work with em ❤ They made the time passed faster & faster :]] Winn & Aii be the tasty-food-guides to bring em to taste the delicious Penang hawker food *yummy Yummy* C: The bonus part of the job is that our boss, KK is really a GOOD GOOD BOSS!! It's my pleasure to meet him & all of the KL crew :) *hugs* Miss euu guys... Hope we can meet up in future ^^

my stim face before start working >_<

Waiting.....

Winn. Aii. C:

❤Lovely group pic at Explanade. ❤

Our beloved boss, KK Wong :) & cute 'uncle' Ah Wai :P

p/s: Aii get 1 YES 4G for myself!! Hehehe If euu guys have any question about de product, please feel free to ask me ;) If aii know sure aii can answer ya :P

This is Live.Love.Life! ❤

2011-02-24T03:37:00.004+08:00

Finally I'm baccccccckkkkk people!! :P OMG, aii realized that aii was missing for so looonggg! HAHAHA Well, aii was really so busy of working at Palazzo located in 1st Avenue in Jan. Then aii stopped working when Feb was arrived hehehe cause aii wanna enjoy my CNY 100% with a relax heart & mind :DD

Yes aii know CNY already passed but am in holiday mood still~ woohoo~ XDD FYI, aii just back from KL+Genting+Ipoh trip last few days. It's an awesome trip & it's one of the great yet sweet memories noted in my life. Thanks to Leelee for the FOC incredible trip! XDD Seriously, aii miss all of euu especially Kenneth & Bi~ ♥♥♥☺

Genting Bloody Cold Moment ~.~

yea this is me who covered whole body at Highlands Starbucks there :x

The Night We Rocked de ALOHA ❤

Grand Dinner in Sunway Grand Ballroom

HAPPY Bunny CNY 2011 :]]]]

Each pursues his or her own goal. LengJeh was flied off to Queensland, Australia to further her degree. Congratz to her! :)) So do aii, Dolores & aii will continue in HCC for 1 more sem to take the top up papers then we will meet LengJeh in USQ next year!! So excited! :DDD Hope everything will go smoothly & good luck to everyone of euu! ☺♥.♥

Farewell for beloved LengJeh *hugs*

As conclusion, many things happened in Jan & Feb and all flavours of life has been tasted by me. Most of the unhappy thingy reached a final stage. This is what aii feel so glad of :D No more bitchy bitches in my life because aii don't f* care of those animals :P What aii need is time to recover fully from the deep hurt. I'm alright! No pain no gain :] But for sure, there will be a scar. :'）

Cheers everyone! :DD

有一个人……

2011-01-21T22:48:00.002+08:00

对不起啊啊…… 拖了你一段时间…… 其实并不久，只不过你每天都吵着我…… 现在我就sekaligus 还你到完咯……

讲真の，一开始我不大喜欢你の咯…… 因为某些原因…… 我忘了！哈哈~ 可是现在就改观咯…… 你是个很好笑の人咯，整天讲那些一大堆有の没のsentences…… 我也偷学了不少，呵呵！你对人也很好…… 只不过厉害‘chan'罢了…… 哈哈~ 有没有你自己懂啦~

其实我不是很相信你咯…… 因为我听到太多の颠倒是非了…… 你自己也知道啦，你也才刚刚骗了我一个东西咯…… 唉，我相信你，但你却把我の信任踩在脚底…… 我の人就是这样，我不喜欢人家刻意欺骗我…… 尤其是我相信の人……

你要我写很长很长啊？哈哈…… 对不起啦，我天生就是PPK女王~ 我没有空嘛~ 我也很少乱乱跟别人出去の，请你不要误会我！我讨厌！我讲了又讲，如果你们还是想要相信自己の自以为是，那以后就不需要问我了…… 既然你们都这么厉害以为了！

我也懂啦，我就是肥嘛~ 怎样啊？我爽 :P 就这样啦，谢谢你の照顾啊~ 以上の一切都是真心话 ❤ 生活要加油！不要太悲观 =D 还有人比你更可怜，更辛苦，更无能为力…… 我们，已经很幸福了 ^^

亲爱の，你知道吗？

2011-01-19T01:38:00.003+08:00

亲爱の，你知道吗?

我懂，或许你根本不知道为什么我要这么做……

因为我没有多说，就擅自行动了……

我只想你可以趁我不在你身边时，

认真地思考……

你到底想要の是什么……

不要说我不会伤心……

只不过我要让你更懂自己……

究竟真正想要の，是什么……会是我吗？

亲爱の，我们都很年轻……

难道年少时一定要伤害最爱の人吗？

年轻不是个借口，你我都是过来人……

我们明白什么是爱过，伤过，痛过，哭过……

为何不能从过去学到教训？为何不要活在当下？为何还要念旧？

逃避不是解决方法……

我可以陪你一起度过，但你几时才能够醒呢？

你知不知道，我是有多么地难过但我还是愿意陪你一起加油吗？

面对事实，久而久之……

问题自然会得到答案，正式结束……

亲爱の，我要の只是你一个肯定の答案！

当你真正知道想要の是什么，才来找我吧！

如果你の答案不是我，也请你对我诚实……

我只想我们可以让我们の未来到来，让过去过去……

爱一个人不一定要拥有，

但拥有一个人就必须好好地去爱…… 你懂么？

亲爱の，我爱你 ❤

我希望你可以看到我の心声

其实……幸福真の可以很简单☺

2011-01-13T23:26:00.005+08:00

执子之手，与子偕老 ❤

说真の，我是个在感情里很没有安全感の女友……我也非常emo…… 但我要の真の很简单，没有骗你没有骗任何人…… 对我而言，两个人在一起，坦诚&信任最重要 ♥ 幸福其实一直都在，只是我们很多时候都忘了去珍惜…… 简单就是一种幸福！ ❤

Bang, 我真の很容易养の muahahahhaa xDD 我不需要你几有钱又多有钱，因为我自己有手有脚可以赚钱……虽然你有钱の话当然会比没有钱好，因为在这个社会没有钱万万不能嘛……我没有嫌弃你没有钱咯，从来没有~ 所以你也不要给我唱那一首歌咯 “没有钱你会爱我吗？简单の一句话~” 我才不鸟你叻~ 如果不爱，早就不会浪费时间在你身上咯~ 其实有时候我养你，我也很爽啊~ 哈哈哈！互相の东西，才能长久嘛~ 幸福，也就这么一回事~ 钱乃身外物，如果一个人爱他/她，一个人根本不会计较金钱……虽然金钱还是个很敏感の话题……

当你の爱人为你吃醋时，也是一种幸福❤ 就好像我のbang,在夜店里看到我和他朋友稍有亲密，他就来了咯……竟然给我抽烟还有猛喝酒！！但他答应不会再有下次了因为下次我们只会一直粘着对方，对么？哈哈~ 那晚他吃醋の模样，我真の觉得可爱死了！哈哈哈哈

~ 他问我：“yang, 你爱我吗？” 当然我回答了，而他又再问了个我真の觉得很可爱の问题：“yang,你爱我比较多还是我爱你比较多啊？”我の天啊啊啊啊~ bang,你太可爱了~呵呵爱情不能作比较~ 但至少现在我们都很爱对方 ♥♡♥

老实说，跟这个bang在一起，真の很开心~ 呵呵…… 每次都笑个不停~ 我们什么东西什么时候都可以玩……但只有在我睡觉时一直弄我就会被我骂咯~ bang就中过一次咯~hehehehe x) 他几有脸啊，我帮他弄facial，他竟然就给我睡到几熟几舒服啊~打呼声还很大呐！幸好我有录起来，以后可以拿来听听，然后笑笑他~嘻嘻~ 这个有脸外，还厉害喝完我刚刚才装满水の水罐！可是至少他会喝多多水，那就不会嘴巴干到裂了，也懂得帮我装满回~ bang,我也很sayang你咯~ ❤

到了游戏时间，我们都容易把对方都给忽略了……呵呵！所以在这种时候，我们通常都会听到另一半说：“Plants VS Zombies 比较重要还是我比较重要？你要它还是我？” 哈哈哈哈在FBの时候呢，也一样咯…… 这一句话真好用~ =DD 两个打game到三更半夜才来入睡，然后下午醒来吃了些食物，继续玩game,过后又一起睡觉…… 醒来时已经是七晚八晚了，在一起出去吃宵夜……然后又重复那些circle,就这样，我变肥了~ Bang,你要负责任噢~ 呜呜~~~~(>_<)~~~~ hahahaha 你不可以不要我~ XD 你也假假の啦，让我变肥肥，然后减低市场吗？ Blek :P

我最近都没什么有得睡到我の枕头咯~ 因为bangの手臂都已经是我の枕头咯~ 有时候我跟他说我要睡枕头，但他都不给咯~ 硬是要我睡他手臂……hahaha 但我也喜欢啦~ 一个愿打一个愿挨，没办法~ ╮(╯_╰)╭ hahahaha 有时候我累了，bang就叫我先睡，要不然他比我先睡他の打呼声会弄到我不能好好睡咯……^_^ 我们两个都是猪啦！但是我打呼声真の不大咯，不要冤枉我啊bang~ >_<

Bang,你の脸有时候好好笑！！！哈哈 圆圆の，大大の，傻傻の……只要你把脸靠近我の眼，我就觉得好想好想笑了~ 好可爱~ 像个小孩子一样~ x) 我最喜欢用你の手机拍照了~ 但是但是！！你竟然……你竟然……再不小心之下，洗掉了我们の照片！！！好想咬你啊啊啊啊啊~ 但算了吧，以后一定要拍多多咯！我不管！！哼╭(╯^╰)╮ 我好想念那些照片啊啊bang T_T

其实，这些生活里の小事情就足以让我感到很幸福了❤❤❤ 真の，幸福只要细心用心专心观察和珍惜，你其实就会很幸福了~ 不要作比较，人比人，气死人~ Bang,我也从来没有去算谁为谁做得比较多……我只知道，你为我做了很多……但都只是你自己没有察觉到罢了！我要の，不是堂皇亮丽の诺言或享受，只要有你在身边，一切都够了♥☺对不起，之前の我还是很任性，让你受了不少委屈……这几天，我了解到你以前の感受了……真の很不好受！让我们一起努力加油好吗？我再也不会轻易放开你の手了~ LYF TTT!!! ♥.♥

P/S: Bang,考试加油！我很想找你，但我aunty说得对……我在你身边，你都不能专心复习了！那我只好再忍一忍……忍一忍~ 我不管，见面时我就是要抱抱！:P All the best in ya exam!! :)))

我のBang ♥

2011-01-12T02:26:00.002+08:00

你还记得我之前一直说要blog关于你の吗？现在我终于做到我讲了很久の事……我不会食言，因为我懂信用很重要 :) 好吧，讲讲你讲讲我们吧! ❤

我承认之前の我对你只有友谊，除了友谊还是友谊……我愿意也可以聆听你の烦恼，开导你，帮你解决问题……同时，你也一直都扮演着我の听众……没有假期……只要我伤心，你比我还要伤心……我受委屈，你比我还要愤怒，替我打抱不平……但那时我对你没有更多一份の情感……不知从几时开始，你在我心中有了地位……我慢慢地打开心房,欢迎你の到来……

说真の，我很庆幸你没有在半路放弃，这也是令我感动の一点……谢谢你の坚持！ ❤ 跟你生活，已经是我过日子の重要部分……有时候我们有默契到连我都无法相信……你穿什么颜色の衣服，当天我也是穿一样の……你所想の也是我想の，只差在谁先开口说出来…… 我们都很调皮，喜欢到处嬉戏……在马路边也好，在家也好，在mall里也好，只要我们两个在一起，就是没完没了……我们都懂，总有一天两个都会玩到跌倒或受伤……哈哈！跟你在一起，真の很开心！在你の面前，我是100%の杨瑷仙 =D

对不起，我知道我很嘴硬……你要我flirtの话，我可以第一名……如果有任何事情发生，我永远是最沉默の那个人……我不习惯把它们说出口，我习惯了自己一个人默默地承受……然后沉默，不语……我那时候最厉害跟你说の就只有一句话“没有事！:)" 你懂，我晓得，这是个谎言……只不过，我真の不会把emoの原因告诉你，不是我不相信你……只不过这就是我の坏个性！我只有在最崩溃时，才会讲出平时都不会讲の话，因为我觉得那些心情真の是言语无法形容！还有我の坏脾气，时常emo，厉害吃醋……你还记得当我问你我还需要改进什么吗，“你很完美了”是你唯一の回答……bang,其实我一点也不完美……我们都只是50%の两个人……只有你在我身边，我们才会是100%……对么？

在我开始认真对待你时，我就渐渐地信任你……到目前为止，我真の很相信你！只不过，发生了一些事情……我真の……怀疑自己，还要再相信自己如此相信你吗？到最后，我还是会选择相信你……因为我の心不是盲目の……我知道你爱我，只不过，我怕了……说不怕，是假の！我其实非常之脆弱……我以为我们每一天都可以过得很幸福快乐美满……我没有想到会有这么一天の到来……我没有办法再一次遇到之前一模一样の事情，我接受不到！我宁可你杀了我，也不要这么对我！时间，是良药也是毒药。对现在の我而言，时间是毒药！

我很单纯，我还是想你是那个会是陪我到最后の那个对の人……我要求不高也不多，只希望你最爱の还是我……幸福可以很简单，简单就是幸福……跟你在一起，真の很开心……以前不快乐の，我都没有去想了……因为我有你在身边，陪着我，就够了……真の够了！我很傻，对吗？或许吧……因为我很认真对待每个重要の人……你是其中之一！我们所讲过の一切，你还记得吗？我们还可以两个人一起去实行吗？这世界很辽阔，总可以让我实现一个梦想吧…… 我爱你Bang ♥

突然有点累……

2011-01-10T02:01:00.003+08:00

心情就像跳楼机，忽上忽下……

有时候什么话都不想说……不想提……

试图让脑袋静一静，其实在脑里已经想了很多很多东西……

一直都停不下来…… 停不下来……

想着想着……就好想哭……

但任性の我，都逼着自己不可以哭……

要坚强，眼泪也要坚强，什么都要坚强……

其实我都懂，我の脆弱逼出坚强，越是坚强越是脆弱……

现在の我，真の很需要一个可以依靠の肩膀……

值得信赖の躯体……给我抱得紧紧の……

让眼泪自由自の流…… 哭到累了……睡了……

别问我为什么，我就是如此emo……

我想笑，但笑不出来……

Great Party Night! ❤

2011-01-07T00:42:00.009+08:00

Congratz to Kelvin Kok aka Bee Kok Kok for stepping into "Third Road" which reached 30y-o in 6th Jan 2011!! =DD Euu will be our beloved & respectable uncle forever & ever! ;) Wish euu all the best in everything euu do! ♥ We will support euu always!! ^^

Well, it's not just a normal birthday celebration we had in Voodoo last night but also another significant & memorable party night recorded in my life! Euu guys really did a bloody GOOD GOOD job last night all party people!! We rock!!! ;) Blacklabel*s, Martel & Carlsberg cant candle us~ We gotta feeling~ Woo Hoo~

"What is drunk? Aii dont know the feeling of getting drunk~"

-quoted by Lansi meeee XDD

3 men in black XD

Happy 30th bday!!! =DD

♥o♥

It's time for Lamborghini ❤❤

aii wonder why my face so "Q" =XX

finished with my satisfied face ;)))

with my babe ☺

de GANG =]

ladies of de night!!

HAPPY ENDING~

Aii gotta feeling~ WOO HOO~

想要对宝贝姐妹们说の话 :)

2011-01-04T01:54:00.003+08:00

让本人事先声明，次序の前后并不代表任何意义，你们在我心目中都很重要！ ❤

吴雅苡小小姐

说真の，你变了……对我而言，我不是很喜欢你の变化…… 但讲多了，会伤感情，所以很多时候我选择不说…… 或许你自己也发现到自己の变化，至于你喜不喜欢，我就是不喜欢咯 :( 如果你想要知道所谓の变化，而你自己又能接受の话，咱俩私底下解决 ;) 对于你の感情路，我只能祝福你 ❤ 我随时都会是你の忠实听众与专业辅导师 =D 加油！↖(^ω^)↗

陈晶晶大小姐

恭喜你，摆脱了幼稚无脑无能变态佬！ =DDD 谢谢你“真の替我感到开心”因为某些人の离去和某些人の到来 ♥ 我也替你感到开心因为你终于看清楚某些人の真面目和放下了，不再肖想了! 有时候，我觉得你讲话超好笑の，尤其是那些“母狗带肖狗仔”の语法，一级棒！可是有时候记得千万不要说漏嘴了……祸从口出嘛！宝贝，单身万岁！~\(≧▽≦)/~

张燕琪大姐大

我不晓得你有没有发现到，最近我们疏远了…… =( 不要被你の“想太多系统”控制你大脑，而自己做出错の判断…… 我还是需要你の！ ❤ 虽然大家都各有各忙の，但还是要抽出多点时间陪伴彼此吧！人家都说，维持一段感情是很重要の嘛~ 呵呵！有了USMの朋友，别忘了我们啊~ 还有，我要claim我のlong island tea! 哇咔咔~ xD

黄柳燕小大姐

宝贝，你最近怎么了？总觉得每当你有任何感情瓜葛时，你都不跟我们分担…… 我们都很担心你呢，你知道么？不管怎样，我们还是很愿意看到你泪流满面の模样の，可是不能保证不笑你咯！哈哈 =P 记得要适时停下脚步，让自己休息…… 好可以走下去要走の路…… 别怕，一路上有我们陪你！对了，还欠你一个date,星期四能出来见面吗？等你 ❤

王慧莹大大姐

哈哈很遗憾の，我忘了你の华语名啊~ 真不好意思呢！ x] 你啊，跟我是最少交际の咯~ 但是叻，那晚是我跟你跳舞最久の一次！呵呵！我从中学就喜欢你讲话のstyle了，最爆笑了！无人能敌 ;) 近年来，你变漂亮很多！但是不可以漂亮过我啦哇咔咔咔要不然晶晶和我会妒忌你の xD 祝你早日寻得真命天子 ❤ 阿门~

还有一句话想对你们说，我爱你们久久！❤

如果要把我对你们の爱加上期限の话，那会是比世界末日多几天……

但世界末日不够远，不是爱你们の终点~ ❤❤❤❤ x)

Aii ♥de♥ Seanx

Di da di da...

Aii∙自己

就是·沉默了

只有今天

能不能回到最初

开心の一天

忘掉了の习惯

Goodbye Oct, Hello Nov! ❤

不再像从前

都是因为我♥你

Floating Market, Hatyai.

We ❤ Hatyai

First day & First time 

❤ Me

Loyal Fans :DD

Amazing 1st Class

Make-up Model & Jacuzzi

New Experience

Nonatop Working Period ;)

失恋の时候怎么办

Aii ❤ Promotion!

谢谢你 :]

初恋 ❤

迟来の真相

噩梦

我最亲爱の……

我知道怎么找到快乐了

我不是坚强，我只是逞强……

如果这就是爱情

看淡·看开·看清

Saturday Fever & Sunday Date ☺

The Greatest Gift ❤

Awesome Key Moment ;)

Pre-Birthday Functions

Euu're Wanted!!

Workaholic

你和我 *特别篇*

你和我 *爱人篇*

你和我 *番外篇*

你和我 *姐妹篇*

Life's just a process

Summer, Love! ❤

This is Live.Love.Life! ❤

有一个人……

亲爱の，你知道吗？

其实……幸福真の可以很简单☺

我のBang ♥

突然有点累……

Great Party Night! ❤

想要对宝贝姐妹们说の话 :)

你和我特别篇

你和我爱人篇

你和我番外篇

你和我姐妹篇